Scar tissue that I wish you saw, Sarcastic mister know it all...

The scar tissue on my soft palate makes it really hurt to talk. Ugh, at least it's a good reminder of a song from one of my favorite albums of all time, "Californication." I was just reading the lyrics (I haven't heard this song in years) and don't remember them being so graphic before. Oh, well, it must be my old age. I'm thinking about getting back on the old Slim Fast plan. Since my mom has been having tooth problems, she's been drinking those shakes. Seeing those familiar cans takes me back to my senior year of high school. I used to drink those puppies during AP English and while I walked to the library during lunch to study. Yes, a far cry from Chick-fil-a in the lounge. Our office manager at work is on the Slim Fast plan and it's a lot different now than it was back when I was on it. Now they have all sorts of bars, ice creams, soups, and even pasta. It's almost like you're not on a diet at all. It would be easy to stay on at school (they sell those stuff on campus), but my only deal is if I could follow it when I'm working at the hospital. I can barely stay alert as it is, the last thing I need is to faint cuz I'm hungry. Maybe I can follow it on the other days and keep my strength up on those 2 days I'm at work. Sigh, I have to figure something out. I'm thinking of ordering the Bellydance Slim Down DVD, too. I love the Arms and Abs workout, and Pilates is just getting too easy and boring. I don't feel like I'm working everywhere like I would in a cardio workout. Now that I'm part of a fast-paced commuting lifestyle, staying fit just isn't as easy as it used to be.



On : 3/10/2004 6:45:20 PM gp (www) said:

don't eat less. if anything, eat more and do more to stay at an ideal weight. but what you eat is important. no fast food. avoid ridiculous amounts of sugar (ie. two servings of dessert a week, eat fruit instead). avoid eating late at night, and if you have to, make it something natural and easily digestable. the problem with many of those slim fast things is that they substitute things for fat and carbohydrates that are believed to be much worse than fat and carbohydrates. make sure you know whats going into your body before you put it in there. im not one of those trustafarian assholes that only shops at co-ops, but i do ingredient shop like an asshole. a good rule is to avoid foods with ingredients that are difficult to pronounce. saturated fats are to be avoided. if this means you cant enjoy life, then dont listen to me, but its really easy to buy 100% fruit juice instead of the sugary substitutes.
speaking of food, i really want enchiladas right now. i hate colorado. =(

On : 3/10/2004 9:11:36 PM prettydoc (www) said:

That's funny, cuz my sister made enchiladas for dinner tonight. Thanks for the advice, gp. I just have such a crazy schedule balancing b/t school, work, and the endless driving I seem to be doing. It makes it hard for me to eat the way that I want to.

On : 3/10/2004 11:53:47 PM gp (www) said:

im on campus for long hours with no lunch break, so i hear where you're coming from. i usually make a huge sandwich with lots of meat and cheese and some good fresh vegetables. always a banana or an apple, sometimes i bring a protein bar if im going to be too busy to get a proper dinner. also, i always have a big bag of nuts and dried fruit. this week its pistachios, peanuts, raisins, hazelnuts and chocolate chips... just to give you some ideas. its not that difficult to eat healthy on the run unless you just dont like eating this kind of stuff.

On : 3/11/2004 5:26:58 PM prettydoc (www) said:

I like the trail mix idea. It would be great for me to carry around in my scrub pocket while I'm on rounds. It's hard to keep my energy up running around at 6 am.

Here's some quotes from real guys in this month's issue of a famous magazine:

"I make a girl think I don't like her, so she feels insecure--and I have more control"

--Sam, 15, Washington, D.C.

JERKS OF THE MONTH

Hot and Colder

"I'll go up to the girl and get her attention with compliments. Then, like two weeks later, I'll back off a little and start to act like I'm not interested. This gets her to try and make some moves so I come back. Then when we start dating, I'll make her feel like she's the only person in the world. But every once in a while I gotta be a little mean so she won't walk all over me and she knows what's up."

--Steven, 17, Tallahassee, FL

Friend or foe

"I always go for my best friend's girl. That way it's a challenge. I act sweet and nice by flirting with her and giving her compliments, but I work in how my best firend is a player. I say how he is so out of touch with his feelings--and I always end up getting some action."

-- Travis, 17, Kansas City, MO

Wow, unbelievable, right? If you want to read some more, lemme know. I've got plenty more of these.

Hey, y'all, how's it shakin'? I emailed my prof a draft of my Gawain paper last night, yet no response has arrived. I fear she may not accept drafts over the break. Oh Fie! I set off for work this morning and started falling apart at about 10 am. I was getting light-headed, blurry eyed, and nauseous. So while the Dr. was in w/ a patient, I snuck into the nutrition room and grabbed a Shasta. All I can say is Shasta McNasty, that hit the spot! I suddenly awoke refreshed and ready for some hard core typing about 2/6 murmurs heard at apex or MRIs revealing absolutely nothing. Yeah! As soon as I was done w/ work, I head on over to CCCC to get my teeth clean. Yes, you read that correctly; I went to Collin County Community College Central Campus in McKinney to clean my teeth. You see, my mom has a friend who's a hygienist and said that we could come in. What my mom failed to mention was that she actually teaches dental hygeine at CCCC and that students would be cleaning my teeth. Community college students. Well, suppressing the Plano snob in me I went today, and I actually enjoyed it. The learning atmosphere was great. There was a student, her teacher, my mom's friend, and a dentist all devoted to me! Didn't I feel special? Today was actually just examination for 3 hours. The most painful part was getting X-rays. The plastic biting thingies (thatz the technical term) were too big for my mouth and kept cutting my palates (hard and soft). Thursday will be the actual cleaning. The big result of today was that I found out I have to have all my wisdom teeth removed (ouch!). Now I'm on the prowl for an oral surgeon. If you know any good ones, let me know.


On : 3/9/2004 7:45:16 PM diego (www) said:

Dr. Nix pulled out all 4 of my wisdom teeth freshman year. It was quick and painless - due to the fact that I was knocked out.

The only annoying thing was that the first day I had no control over my mouth due to the anaesthesia so I had troubles drinking liquids without them spilling all over myself. oh, and i had a super sore throat too but that was cuz I got sick 2 days before my surgery.

We be chillin at da Holiday Inn...

OK, so I've been spending today at home writing my paper on feminism in Sir Gawain and the Green Knight. Yes, ladies and gentlemen, this is my spring break 2004. I'm 1/2 way done with it and have been taking my fair share of breaks to chat, eat, and watch TV. Once this paper is done I can move on to my paper on Wuthering Heights: who's better Linton or Hareton? Um, why don't they have normal names? Tonight will be a full night of TV watching. I'm gonna watch 20/20 with interviews with Johnny Depp (yum!), Clay Aiken (haven't heard from him in a while), and Oksana Baiul (wow, I don't care about her at all). Then I'll flip on over to NBC and catch Behind the Camera: The Unauthorized Story of Charlie's Angels. There's plenty of jigglin and "Farrah, Farrah, Farrah!" The Jaclyn Smith actress is a dead-ringer.


On : 3/9/2004 2:57:53 PM diego (www) said:

spring break + english paper(s) = insanity.

not that my break has been the definition of fun, but at least i'm not writing papers on Sir Gawain and whatever-mahcallit.

On : 3/9/2004 4:15:03 PM Will (www) said:

Kill your TV!

On : 3/9/2004 5:49:43 PM prettydoc (www) said:

Blasphemy! I will never part with Telly, never never!

I have come to the conclusion that people don't like quotes. I can picture y'all opening my site in anticipation of exciting news or defilement of someone and being utterly disappointed by the quotes. Yeah, I'm picturing y'all thinking "quotes = snore." So, I'll hold off on them a little unless I find some really good ones. OK, so persianguy opened up the success of Iran prior and post revolution for discussion (or he already decided, I'm not sure). Well, all I can say is that Iran is very multifaceted. My heart is in Iran, but in that sense I don't know what I mean: the country, the culture, the people, the history? As far as my political affiliation, I guess I don't really have one. There's no point in my having one because I can't it to change anything. If I lived there, I could theoretically join a party and change or support whatever I wanted. The last time I was in Iran was in 1997; this is the experience I use to guage the success of the country. I did not have a good time there. OK, let's remove factors such as family members. Maybe they were the reason for not having a good time. OK, so now we're left with times when I walked in the streets/bazaars/restaurants/parks. The events that occurred in those places is the bulk of why I strongly disliked being in Iran. I never felt more devalued as a human being and reduced to nothing more than a sex object than when I walked down the streets of the 3 largest cities in Tehran as a 13 year old. After going through that for 2 months, I cannot even begin to imagine going through it for my entire life. There were nice times and memories I have from going there, but those were largely reserved to familial influence. Once that factor was removed, there was nothing left for me but pain. While all the things you say about Iran's success may be true, I don't think we can ignore the fact that a lot of people have been hurt by it's government, and it has changed the people there. A lot of people were hurt by the Shah's government too, but I think it is impossible to say that no problems exist in the current Iran. It is far from a utopia.



On : 3/7/2004 8:44:13 PM diego (www) said:

your words on Iran are really interesting. I have my own experiences going back to Mexico on vacation - which I do at least once per year. My heart is split between the US and Mexico. In Dallas I feel I have complete liberty and personal security as well as a bright economic and professional future. Then there's Mexico City that has all the culture and urban life that I could ever want - at the expense of feeling safe walking down the street late at night and always feeling like I'm being judged by seedy characters looking to make some cash by robbing me....but I'm still intrigued by how my life would change if I decided to move there.

Hehe, I feel like i'm hijacking your blog, so I think i'll reflect more on this tomorrow and post on my blog. I guess what I wanted to say the most is that I understand how your heart can be torn between your ancestry and your present.

On : 3/7/2004 9:06:23 PM prettydoc (www) said:

Diego, that is so beautifully said! That's exactly what I'm trying to convey. Please, hijack away. I'm so glad you understand.

On : 3/7/2004 9:30:58 PM diego (www) said:

hehe ok. well here's more...

exhibit A of diego being torn: watching the US play Mexico in any sport. I always end up rooting for Mexico because i can't stand the arrogant way US players act. We all know they have all the money in the world, they don't have to be uppity about it. All of which is why i got really depressed when the US beat Mexico in the World Cup in 2002...I mean soccer used to be the one sure thing where Mexico used to wipe the US out.

Then there's the part of me that feels really guilty about going against the US cuz I live here and this country's given me all I have.

On : 3/7/2004 10:04:25 PM prettydoc (www) said:

I totally get it. When I went to the Wrestling World Cup in 1998, I was rooting for Iran the whole time. The US players were just so cocky, while the Iranian teammates were so nice. We even got to hang out with them for a while ( I played fooseball with one!). When they lost to the US, I was so upset the whole ride home. But when Iran beat the US at the Soccer World Cup, I went crazy with joy that the US had gone down. That then scared me because I live in America, so I probably shouldn't feel that way. But I do, so I guess I'll have to deal with it.

On : 3/8/2004 3:05:26 PM gp (www) said:

i like this post. its the most personal of all the blog entries ive seen in this little community. i wish all of you would share like this instead of talking about what you ate and how frustrated you are in your love lives. daily events are ungodly boring. a journal is private for many reasons. lets try and not make this about daily events? or how about this. make it into a narrative instead? add an interesting fictional twist? make up names? i dunno. its just that there are literally millions of these types of blogs and they all basically say the same thing. the day breaks and a conflict develops. the hero makes themselves out to be more pathetic (or more heroic) than they actually are. the conflict remains and instead of dealing with it, the internet hears about it. =)
im not going to argue that im any better. this is just a suggestion which i should take as well. im not a voyeur, but this expoundment of daily events make me feel like one. does this make sense?
just a suggestion. feel free to ignore me. =)

On : 3/8/2004 3:22:20 PM prettydoc (www) said:

I get what you're saying gp, but sometimes it's hard to come up with deep stuff to say. If we tried to make everything deep, we'd wind up w/ stupid stuff like how dryers are obsolete. There has to be the lame diary entries so that when a real gem shows up we can appreciate it. Thanks for the compliment and I'll try to bring some culture to the blog community in the future.

On : 3/9/2004 2:59:51 PM diego (www) said:

haha. yeah, we can't be deep all the time. i'm afraid short flashes of brilliance are all you can ask from us gp.

On : 3/9/2004 4:31:55 PM will (www) said:

You and the ten thousand other decendants of a thrice defunct regime. Iran this, Persia that.

I want to hear more about dryers. Since you seem to be taking suggestions.

On : 3/9/2004 5:52:28 PM prettydoc (www) said:

OK, dryers are warm and inviting. When you use a Bounty sheet, your towels smell like heaven.

On : 3/9/2004 7:42:27 PM diego (www) said:

oh God, not the dryer debate again.

"I wouldn't be surprised if someday some fishermen caught a big shark and cut it open, and there inside was a whole person. Then they cut the person open, and in him is a little baby shark. And in the baby shark there isn't a person, because it would be too small. But there's a little doll or something, like a Johnny Combat little toy guy---something like that."
-- Jack Handey [Deep Thoughts], Recurring Saturday Night Live comedy bit

"A baby is God's opinion that life should go on."
-- Carl Sandburg (1878-1967), American writer known for free verse, "Smoke and Steel"

"Our children are here to stay, but our babies and toddlers and preschoolers are gone as fast as they can grow up-and we have only a short moment with each. When you see a grandfather take a baby in his arms, you see that the moment hasn't always been long enough."
-- Saint Clair Adams Sullivan

"If one feels the need of something grand, something infinite, something that makes one feel aware of God, one need not go far to find it. I think that I see something deeper, more infinite, more eternal than the ocean in the expression of the eyes of a little baby when it wakes in the morning and coos or laughs because it sees the sun shining on its cradle."
-- Vincent Van Gogh (1853-90), Dutch postimpressionist painter, "The Potato Eaters," "Starry Night"

OK, so I went to work this morning with my favorite doctor and had a blast. Well, as much of a blast as rounding on a Saturday morning can be. The doctor gave me some great recommendations for Venezuelan restaurants (that's where his wife is from). I eager to try out Tres Meridas in Frisco (have you been there, Diego? You seem to be all about Stonebriar). I think I would like Venezuelan food. Well, then I came home, picked up some pizza, and had a picnic in the park with my family. It's so nice to live with your family and spend a pleasant afternoon with them. Then we went shopping and I bought a great pair of shoes for $2.50!! That's not a typo. They're gorgeous heels and all the ladies in line were so jealous that I got the last pair! I then came home and watched all the shows that I had to tape this week b/c I was studying (Gilmore Girls, The OC, and The Apprentice). It was great fun. I'm checking out deals on TIVO; tapes can be such a drag. Empress Farah Pahlavi was on 20/20 last night. My parents taped it for me while I was at the Talent Show. The best part of the interview was the clips from old Barbra Walters interviews with the Shah in Iran. I'd never heard him speak English before. It was pretty emotional for us. On the Gilmore Girls episode I taped, Emily buys a set of dishes that had been hand-made for the "Shah of Persia in 1856." That was when my family's dynasty was ruling. My mom gave me this nostalgic look and held my hand. All together now: Awwwww. I really want to read the empress's new book. It's from the same publisher as Queen Noor's memoir. I read that last year. It was well written and interesting, but made the Shah appear weak and empowered King Hussein. Most Iranians see things the other way around. But anyway, the book should be a good read and provide insight into then end of a monarchy, and in some sense, a nation.



On : 3/6/2004 7:50:54 PM diego (www) said:

i've been to Tres Meridas. The food was great. The name of the restaurant comes from three Meridas (cities). One is in Spain, a second in Mexico and the third in Venezuela. They have food from all 3 regions; we had the Mexican specialties and they were good. My favorite part about Tres Meridas is that instead of giving you chips and salsa they give you fried plaintains with aioli dip (ailoli is kinda like a garlicky mayonaisy dressing). It sounds odd but they its a really really good combination.

On : 3/6/2004 10:03:33 PM prettydoc (www) said:

I love plaintains! I think I'm gonna like this place. I thought ciudad = city.

On : 3/6/2004 10:59:41 PM diego (www) said:

you are right. i guess i confused you - i meant to say that Merida is the name of a city.

On : 3/7/2004 12:05:12 AM prettydoc (www) said:

Oh, I get it. Merida, Mexico, Merida, Spain, and Merida, Venezeula. That's pretty clever.

On : 3/7/2004 9:42:34 AM persianguy (www) said:

FUCK THE SHAH. Do you know how much they screwed our vatan? They took hundreds of millions of dollars, and left to America. She's not an Empress, to be an empress you need to have a following and a nation, not 30,000 sell-out Iranians in L.A.

On : 3/7/2004 11:25:43 AM prettydoc (www) said:

Well, I'm not saying either side is right. I'm just saying that when you see images of the past, it's easy to see how your life would have been. It creates nostalgia for those who lived at that time and can't return to it and a feeling of "missing out" for those who will never see it first hand. The past regime and current regime both had/have their problems, I agree. I think Farah concedes that she's not an Empress, since she used the byline "Farah Pahlavi" on her book whereas she used to call herself "Empress Farah" in previous books.

On : 3/7/2004 1:44:54 PM persianguy (www) said:

No, there is nothing wrong with the current government (regime is such a dirty word), if only U.S, the royal family, and the Wahabis tried so hard not to bring the Islamic Republic down, then they would be doing fine. I really hate the Shah and his family, look at them...they collect donations for "Children of Iran" but use it to fund terrorists in attacking Iran, horrible. They sit here in the U.S. living lavish life styles running their satellite networks doing nothing constructive for Iran but bitching about what the current gov. is doing and what they're not doing. Hell, the current government is doing well as far as the economy is going (it's moving up, despite all attempts to bring it down), they've managed to make scores of improvement as far as Iranian technology goes (and moves Iran towards self-sufficiency as far as this department goes), and for education, today Iran has the highest literacy rate it had ever (and the highest for any predominately Islamic nation). Now compare this to the Shah...who accomplished what exactly? 6 figure prostitution numbers in Tehran? Reliancy on foreign governments? Killing Modaressi who was Iran's first democratically elected President (prior to his capturing of the kingdom...) Even today these "hardliner" Mullahs are still keeping the Republic alive. Ashura only strengthens what we stand for, as an Iranian nation in diaspora.

Nobody is holding you back from going. You can go back, it's not like there is some Pasdaren at the airports, or Hezbollah at the taxi-cab waiting to pounce on you. You may live in America, my dear, but your heart should always be in Iran.

Last night I went to the SMU Indian Student Association Talent Show. It was pretty cool. I like Indian dancing. I remember when the International Channel showed Bollywood movies every Sunday, and I'd watch them with my dad after Sunday school. I even have a DJ Punjabi ringtone (one group danced to that song at the show!). There was one song that was in Farsi, but was sung by an Indian singer and set to Indian music. Now, I was always the first to say that all Indian guys were ugly (heck knows it got me in trouble on SDN!), but I retract that statement. I'm very much attracted to guys who can dance, and these guys could move! The cuter ones were the ones who looked more Persian that Indian; I think that had a lot to do with it. But the dance sequences were really cool and had a theater quality to them. All in all a fun night.


On : 3/6/2004 3:34:42 PM Bill Sardell (www) said:

Tell a friend you have bean Bill Sardelled!

On : 3/6/2004 6:33:48 PM prettyface (www) said:

I have no idea what that means.

On : 3/9/2004 4:03:49 PM Will (www) said:

Heck only knows.
uhm, gets your religio-linguistics straight. :P

On : 3/9/2004 10:22:52 PM prettydoc (www) said:

Once again, I have no idea what you're referring to.

Woo Hoo! It's Spring Break. Time to relax and unwind and forget all my troubles. Well, not so much. I'm working, getting my teeth cleaned, writing 2 papers, writing a lab report, and studying O Chem. Whew! Just saying it makes me nervous. What kind of a break is this? On a happy, hopeful note, I think I did well on my Cell Bio test. I finished it in time to make it to English, where I snuck in a couple insightful phrases which won me plenty of "yes, that's very good...yes, indeed!" Woo Hoo! Okay, I have this feeling that I've been scaring some of you into thinking that I'm a hateful person who wishes death on those around me. I really am very nice, but like all nice people, there's a dark side. I just apologize for making anybody feel uncomfortable by my rantings, but realize that they have a justification for their existence. Just don't take them personally unless they're about you, in which case please take them personally and try to be a better person.



On : 3/5/2004 11:27:01 PM prettyface (www) said:

hey maryam!!!!!!!! ummm....this is boring bye! oh and 1 more thing, can i make that website!!!!!

On : 3/5/2004 11:34:34 PM prettydoc (www) said:

no!!!!!1

On : 3/5/2004 11:35:03 PM prettyface (www) said:

ouch! i think i need 2 make some of ur friends convince u 2 let me!

On : 3/6/2004 3:58:26 AM Tiffany (www) said:

This is a little random, but Ric recently acquired a blog and doesn't not how to make it so people can comment. Since I technically don't have a blog, I can't give him good advice on that.

Ric's email: daviric@yahoo.com
blog: smuguy@blogspot.com (I think that's right)

I'm sure he'd appreciate your help. Take care!

On : 3/6/2004 12:31:31 PM persianguy (www) said:

spring break doesn't start for another 2 or 3 weeks...

On : 3/6/2004 3:09:08 PM diego (www) said:

doesnt it feel awesome to know that you won't have to spend sunday nite cramming for a test or doing hw?

On : 3/6/2004 3:17:10 PM prettyface (www) said:

Oh, it totally does!

"Human beings, who are almost unique in having the ability to learn from the experience of others, are also remarkable for their apparent disinclination to do so."
-- Douglas Noel Adams (b. 1952), British author, "Hitchhiker's Guide to the Galaxy"

"You live and learn. At any rate, you live."
-- Douglas Noel Adams (b. 1952), British author, "Hitchhiker's Guide to the Galaxy"

"Example is the school of mankind, and they will learn at no other."
-- Kurt Herbert Alder (1902-58), German chemist

"More important than learning how to recall things is finding ways to forget things that are cluttering the mind."
-- James Waddell Alexander, II (1888-1971), American mathematician, founded branch of math called topology

"Friendship is the hardest thing in the world to explain. It's not something you learn in school. But if you haven't learned the meaning of friendship, you really haven't learned anything."
-- Muhammad Ali (b. 1942), [Cassius Clay] American prizefighter

"A blog without comments is like fat-free ice cream--less calories, but too bland to enjoy."
-- Prettydoc (b. 1984), exiled Qajar princess and shameless blogger

On : 3/5/2004 5:15:42 PM Will K (www) said:

Yes, comments am good, but too much of a good thingy is a bad thingy.
-Will K (b. 1981), Supreme Overlord of .... well, Everything.

On : 3/5/2004 5:24:14 PM diego (www) said:

"Yes, comments am good, but too much of a good thingy is a bad thingy.
-Will K (b. 1981), Supreme Overlord of .... well, Everything."

and Mr. Modest himself.

I went to work today; nothing special happened. Scrambled to complete lab reports with lab mates during lunch. Got to lab and started so that I would complete quickly. Suddenly, Hurricane Andrew Part Deux begins outside the window, and everybody stops the lab to stare outside. The commuters start freakin out cuz we don't have our notes to study for the cell test if w're gonna be stuck on campus. We all start praying that it will be over before we finish lab. Thankfully, it is, and the sun never shone brighter than when I drove home today. I've got tons of studying to do for the Cell Biology test tomorrow. The class is from 11-12, but he decided to make the test from 10:30-12:30 and in the business school no less! Yes, craziness abounds, but once I take the test I can go home and begin the glory that is Spring Break.


On : 3/4/2004 9:19:27 PM diego (www) said:

good luck on your test maryam. my break starts tomorrow at 10am, bwahaha.

On : 3/4/2004 9:23:12 PM prettydoc (www) said:

lucky ducky

"Everyone admits that love is wonderful and necessary, yet no one agrees on just what it is."
-- Diane Ackerman (b. 1948), American-born author, writer

"You say that love is nonsense....I tell you it is no such thing. For weeks and months it is a steady physical pain, an ache about the heart, never leaving one, by night or by day; a long strain on one's nerves like toothache or rheumatism, not intolerable at any one instant, but exhausting by its steady drain on the strength."
-- Henry Brooks Adams (1838-1918), American historian, writer

"Some pray to marry the man they love, my prayer will somewhat vary: I humbly pray to heaven above that I love the man I marry."
-- Anouk Aimée (b. 1932), French actor

"Doubt of the reality of love ends by making us doubt everything."
-- Henri-Frédéric Amiel (1821-81), Swiss philosopher, poet


On : 3/3/2004 9:26:08 PM Jenny (www) said:

Love is a gift that is given to few, those that recieve it should feel blessed. But other than that i feel it is a grossly exagerated emotion, that almost inevitably ends in anguish and frustration. How paradoxical that the ont thing that clais it will make us eternally happy, also can distroy our very essence of joy? Hell even forever doesnt last that long anymore.

Hello, everyone. I took my Psych test today and am confident that I totally aced it. At least I'm confident about something. I've got to work on my lab reports (they're already over 1/2 way done). I was so tired this morning that I decided to skip O Chem at 8 am. I had almost forgotten how nice the drive is to SMU at 9 am when all the school zones are no longer active. I texted one of my friends to pick up my test for me. The grade was still 65. I was hoping the online grade would conflict, but no chance. So now I'm faced with the decision of whether I should drop this class and take it somewhere else or keep on keeping on. A D in his class is a C, so I'm not technically failing, but I still don't want another C on my transcript. W definitely beats C anyday. If I dropped it, I would take it at a community college during Summer 2. I've got to figure something out. Any advice would be greatly appreciated.



On : 3/3/2004 4:14:11 PM diego (www) said:

i think you've answered your own question. i wish i had the luxury of dropping classes cuz i know of one that i'd definitely drop right now.

good luck w/whatever decision you make.

On : 3/3/2004 6:56:33 PM prizonerofscience (www) said:

u prolly dont care what i think but u shouldn't drop it. ppl frown on w's on ur transcript especially in classes related 2 ur major. also if others r doing bad in the class they might curve grades at the end!
STICK IT OUT

On : 3/3/2004 9:22:39 PM Jenny (www) said:

i had to ponder this slightly longer this time but i came up with no answer. It is whatever will help you sort everything out, and whatever makes you feel most confident. I wouldnt drop, but then again i have never been in this sort of situation so my advice is useless! Sorry

On : 3/4/2004 7:24:19 PM persianguy (www) said:

community college might not be as easy as you believe...especially if you're used to a private institution.

I'm exploding with rage, so here's a warning that you might need an umbrella. START RANT: STOP IT! STOP IT! STOP IT! I won't let you make a fool out of me. I'll live my life how I want it, and it's none of your damn business to judge me as inferior to you. I don't deserve any of your crap. I work long hours, study hard, and raise children to build character; you can't say any of that. Don't think living like hundreds of other people makes you special. Open your eyes and take a look at yourself before you go around judging others. I living your lifestyle means I'll wind up like you, then I want no part of it. And the next time I'm nice to you, don't piss all over it. END RANT. Ah, much better now. It's great to blog; it releases a lot of pent up frustration. OK, so after I ran around the hospital and "socialized" at school, I went to TA and my boss kept us an extra hour. I didn't get out till 6 o'clock! I dropped my friend/coworker off at the train station and headed home. I remarkably and by the Grace of God made it home in 1/2 hr. My mom had already left for religious services held tonight (it's Ashura). This is probably the holiest Shi'a "holiday," but instead of getting to spend the night praying, I'll be spending it studying Developmental Psychology for the test tomorrow. I had two Diet Cokes with Lime for lunch, and I'm still nodding off as I read. I had to take a break to chat with y'all and unwind a little. Most people have the luxury of sleeping after working from 6:45 am to 6 pm, but I am not most people and have to put in more hours of study. Thus is the justice of life.



On : 3/2/2004 8:38:35 PM prizonerofscience (www) said:

highway 2 the anger zone
take up some hobby 2 relieve tension u should try drinking alcohol it is the best!

On : 3/2/2004 9:00:38 PM Will K (www) said:

Television says drink bud light. :P

On : 3/2/2004 9:21:40 PM prettyface (www) said:

el stupido!!!!!!!!!! I'm definitely talking about prizonerofscience!!! What's ur problem!!!!! Y r u such a retard? 1st u steal my names and then u tell my sister 2 do unhealthy things!!! She's a premed 4 heavens sakes!!!! Im outtie, im really mad maybe i should sip bacardi like its ma birfday. And to that meanie out there, stop being such a doodoohead to my sister!

On : 3/2/2004 9:56:58 PM Jenny (www) said:

Hmm, i think there is too much hostility on these blogs now for my health. Especially when people are taking the piss and not allowing retrobution. WTF if going on? All of this talk about immaturity and noone is behaving any older, just more childish! POS you really are a dumbass and i hope that i have never met you/will have to meet you in the future. C'etait impossible pour une fille de mon age a compris pourquois tu est bete! Sorry minute french ranting helps. Sorry M, but i agree childish insults and subtle backstabbing have got to stop! Hell!

On : 3/2/2004 10:02:10 PM sara (www) said:

Since you've had a buys day, I thought I'd fill you in on what happened in Iraq & Pakistan at Ashura events there....[alink=http://www.cnn.com/2004/WORLD/meast/03/02/sprj.nirq.main/index.html]Karbala Tragedy[/alink]...those horrible ppl.........
don't worry about that fool, I vote for slapping him, though violence never solves anything and looking at the context of the day it may seem like an oxymoron, he needs a wake up call. He probably is upset at not being the intellectual equal of a [i]girl[/i].

On : 3/2/2004 10:05:18 PM prettydoc (www) said:

Jenny, I didn't know you spoke French, mon amie! Je parle le francais aussi! We have so much in common. Ma soeur apprends le francais aussi. Seriously, Jen, people need to "save the drama for yo mama" because I don't need to deal with this crap. It's a tough enough world out there with white men getting you down.

On : 3/2/2004 10:22:29 PM prizonerofscience (www) said:

u peepz r 2 serius lighten up a bit 4 heaven sakes

On : 3/2/2004 10:42:26 PM prettydoc (www) said:

Sara, you seem like a nice girl. You should email me sometime. You know the saying, "Everyday is Ashura and everywhere is Karbala?" Well, it certainly has a lot of resonance in light of today's events. There certainly is some kind of a war raging; the sides are just not clear yet. The Ashura attacks this year are deplorable. When will all this insanity stop? It just shows that Imam Hussein (pbuh) was fighting for a real cause that is worth fighting for.

On : 3/2/2004 10:45:29 PM prizonerofscience (www) said:

o yea i saw passion of the christ 2day GREATEST MOVIE EVER go 2 see it now ok u wont regret it yay!

On : 3/2/2004 10:48:04 PM Jenny (www) said:

La gurre du monde retourne parce que les hommes avec pouvoir sont trop bete ou plus bien irrisponsable de visioner le future pour les autre payes! I hate politics, it creates a world full of lies and deciet!

On : 3/2/2004 11:15:05 PM prettydoc (www) said:

Yeah, I like Christ movies. I want to see it too.

On : 3/2/2004 11:38:19 PM Jenny (www) said:

i wanna see "passion" but it has been declared a waste of time by oap's so will have to bribe my dad to go with me on spring break, sigh

On : 3/2/2004 11:39:46 PM gp (www) said:

yowzers... vous etes aliene. je parle francais aussi. mais je n'ai pas parle dans un long temps. i wonder if thats correct.. its been so long i dont even know. you people and your blogs.

On : 3/3/2004 9:19:41 PM Jenny (www) said:

lmao eventually we are going to discover everyone speaks frenc, i love this! C'est incroyable! (ps je n'ai parle pas )

On : 3/4/2004 11:52:21 AM persianguy (www) said:

It's those IDIOT sunnis that go around blowing up Masjids. They have no adab whatsoever. In Afghanistan, however, the Shi'as attacked the Sunnis after they spat on a banner that read "Imam Hussein."

Today I watched The Mystery of Natalie Wood. As I've said before, West Side Story is my favorite movie, and I love Natalie Wood. She's always intrigued me. Her death is so tragic; I cried when the film reached that end. She was so beautiful but plagued with many inner demons. Sometimes I think if I could have been her friend I would have been there for her and supported her. The poor thing. It happened right when she'd gone back to the love of her life Robert Wagner, and she finally had children. It was the time in your life when everything should be perfect. She also shared a love for Romantic poetry, especially William Wordsworth. Her favorite poem was his 1807 poem Ode and Intimations of Immortality from Reflections of Early Childhood:

Though nothing can bring back the hour
Of splendor in the grass, of glory in the flower
We will grieve not, but rather find
Strength in what remains behind.


On : 3/2/2004 2:04:40 AM prizonerofscience (www) said:

celebrate ur celebreties!
u hold ur title well!

Hi everybody. Today's my birthday! It is my 5th birthday, but I am turning 20 years old. I'm no longer a teenager; I'm a big girl now. I share a birthday with Antonio Sebato, Jr. (yum!) and Dennis Farina (yuk!). Nothing like a leap year birthday to make you think that God set aside a special day just for you to be born (as if that didn't sound egotistical). I celebrated with my family today by going to lunch at my favorite restaurant: Macaroni Grill. I know you're thinking, how can a chain restaurant be her favorite? Well the waiter we always have is a really nice Iranian guy, and he always makes sure everything is perfect for us at the table and in the kitchen. He makes it a special experience everytime we go and even sent us a slice of chocolate cake home for my birthday. Now I'm gearing up for Oscar watching and rooting for Shohreh Aghdashloo, the first Iranian ever nominated for an Oscar. This is such an exciting day!



On : 2/29/2004 5:08:14 PM diego (www) said:

happy b-day!

ain't nothin wrong wit Macaroni Grill. I love the Chicken Scallopine...breaded chicked w/pasta immersed in artichokes, capers and a butter based sauce. damn, i'm getting hungry just thinking about it.

On : 2/29/2004 5:18:22 PM Tiffany (www) said:

Happy day, dearest!

On : 2/29/2004 6:07:28 PM Will K (www) said:

In honor of your birthday, I would like to inform you that god did not make the Julian calender, which is to blame for this "mistake" that is your birthday. :P

Ok ok, really, happy birthday, I always wanted to have a leap year birthday,.

On : 2/29/2004 6:13:13 PM prettydoc (www) said:

Well, instead you got my sister's birthday on the Vernal Equinox, aka Persian New Year.

On : 2/29/2004 7:07:08 PM prizonerofscience (www) said:

HAPPYBIRTHDAY 2 u prizonerofmedia
hope u have fun as ur brain melts in2 pop-porridge
PRIZONERofSCIENCE

On : 2/29/2004 10:09:31 PM Jenny (www) said:

Happy Birthday! Hope it was fun, lucky you being 20. Enjoy every moment!

On : 2/29/2004 11:27:29 PM prettydoc (www) said:

Thank you all for your birthday wishes, even you POS (I think?). It was a nice day made brighter by your good thoughts.

On : 3/1/2004 12:05:51 AM Will K (www) said:

prisoner of media. Genius.

On : 3/1/2004 12:21:09 AM prettydoc (www) said:

You're encouraging him/her, Will.

On : 3/1/2004 11:23:48 AM prizonerofscience (www) said:

thanks 2 u 4 regarding me as the gender neutral being that i am, good 2 hear u had fun on ur birthday! yay! even if it did involve rapid acceleration of brain cell deterioration via cathode based electron radiation of questionable quality! yay! -POS

Today was another threading day. I feel so clean after doing it, and it's a real confidence booster. I found out today that a bunch of my friends from school where 5 min. away from my house last night. This has left me with a huge feeling of regret that I did not ask before which restaurant they were going to. If I had asked that, I would have known they were going to be near me and we could have hung out. It's not easy to get together with my school friends because we all live so far apart from each other. And I was actually free last night; I had nothing to do! OK, I really need to stop kicking myself, but I know I would have had a blast. I guess the moral of this story is to be more nosy. :D I'm hoping another chance will come along; we'll see. I found out I got a 65 on the O Chem test. I'm really thinking of dropping this class and taking it at a community college. I don't need it for my major so I can take it anywhere. This totally bites. I missed a fun night and found out I'm stupid all in one day. Plus today's my last day as a teenager; tomorrow I turn 20. I guess the high-point of today was getting some baklava and a keyring with the Turkish evil eye (don't worry, Will, I'll show it to you). I'm heading to my regular mosque tonight; let the good times roll.

I went to The Cheesecake Factory today for lunch with a couple friends. It was sort of a mini-birthday party since my birthday's on Sunday. I was surprised when one of them handed me a card that had been signed my them as well as some other of my friends. It was so sweet of them. I really do have awesome friends. I really feel that I can trust them and that they'll care about me no matter what. While I was there I took some pictures with my phone. I went ahead and inputted the girls' email addresses so that I could send the pictures to them while we were still in the restaurant. Once I did that, I got picture phone crazy and started uploading a whole bunch of pictures. I then logged onto the Sprint PCS website and organized my pictures into albums and started emailing them all over the place. It was great because now I can take all the pictures I want without filling up my phone's memory as long as I upload them. And I can still see them on my phone when they're uploaded, so I can still retain portability. If any of y'all want me to email you some pictures, just let me know. It's so easy, and I can even send it to your cell phone. Whoever thought of this camera-in-the-phone thing was a genius!

My sister and I originally came up with "prizoner of science" when we were watching Nick and Jessica guest star on SNL. There was a skit involving a Mexican restaurant that doubled as a school for the performing arts, essentially the waiters were all singers paradying famous songs. Horatio Sanz comes out at one point and sings, "Do we have problem? I'm the manager. Prisoner of science. Science!" It's the funniest part of the movie. So we run around saying that to each other whenever there's awkward silence in the room as a sort of family joke. Little did I know that I misheard the lyrics. The name of the song is not "Prisoner of Science," but is in fact "She Blinded Me with Science" by Thomas Dolby. I like my made up lyrics better, but that's the origin of this now notorious name.



On : 2/28/2004 1:57:41 AM prizonerofscience (www) said:

thx 4 cluing us n, the name is soooo ironic though, isnt it? btw, nick and jessica r soo hot! plz feed my tv screen?
przonerofscience

On : 2/28/2004 2:06:26 AM prettydoc (www) said:

Wait, they're both hot? Circuits crossing...must identify POS...losing control of mind...

On : 2/28/2004 2:09:50 AM prizonerofscience (www) said:

number of times POS(yes me!) has been in the commuter lounge: 3

On : 2/28/2004 10:26:28 AM prettydoc (www) said:

What! What! Why can't I figure this out? Give me more hints, please.

On : 2/29/2004 10:07:14 PM Jenny (www) said:

lol this is interesting

Hi everybody (Hi prettydoc!)...sorry, I've just always wanted to be Dr. Nick Riviera. Anywho, today was a long day which I blame on the 1/2 hr longer than class is scheduled O Chem lab today. We were doing Diels Alder Reactions: great on paper, SOBs in real life. Plus I burnt my finger on the MelTemp apparatus. Curse you and your hot metal! Well, before lab I was sitting with some commuter homies, and I realized something. See, they were talking about something that I can't relate to due to lack of experience of any kind: sex. Specifically, that as part of a relationship. It's strange how something like that can make you feel like sort of an outsider. I mean, I am in that regard. But it isn't just that I lack experience, it's that my view of it and its place in relationships is completely different from theirs. I'm not saying either view is better or worse than another; they're just different. Now I know that if I were to have made a contribution on the matter, which I didn't, there would not have been much for me to say. I would have just said, "What till you're married," and sounded like a prude or their mom. That's the last thing I want to sound like. I want to relate to my peers, but sometimes it just seems like we can be so different. I really do embrace differences. Maybe I'm not making any sense; in order to do that I may have to say the whole conversation, and I'm not going to do that. I've been in positions where I've alienated people because of this, and I don't want that to happen. But I'm not gonna pretend I know anything about it because I don't. Something tells me I should just keep my mouth shut. I was doing a really good job of that until it got to a topic where I thought I could relate and then I tried and realized I misunderstood and looked like a bigot or something and...oh to hell with it all! Who cares? Y'all probably already think I'm preachy enough as it is.



On : 2/27/2004 9:52:28 AM prizonerofscience (www) said:


On : 2/27/2004 3:52:35 PM Jenny (www) said:

hmmm. I know exactly how you feel Maryam. Life blows immsely when you aren't able to join in common everyday conversations. Sadly sex is a topic that comes up all to frequently and, like youself, having no experience per se i cannot join in and feel left out. I do agree that sex is something that should go on primarily between married couples, but i also know i do not want to be the fool not having a clue on my wedding night... sigh. But then again, lack of prospects makes this and even sharper reality.. double sigh.

On : 2/27/2004 4:08:46 PM prettydoc (www) said:

Plus when you tell people how you feel about, their reaction is as if you're an alien or something. They act like it's not a viable alternative to wait until you're married. It's not a crazy new-fangled idea. That's why I just try and stay out of it.

On : 2/27/2004 5:27:42 PM diego (www) said:

here's my 2 cents worth on this subject. ok, i'll admit it, i'm a virgin. and i plan on it staying that way till i'm married. other than my religious beliefs, i don't really have anything impeding me from having sex b/f that time...i guess waiting is just something i've always thought of as normal. don't feel bad if other people have a lot more experience than you - everything has its time and place. there's no use in rushing into something. besides, i can't really see the pleasure in having sex w/ someone you just met at a club or bar or something like that. that's just the act of sex for the sake of the act - it doesn't mean anything. sex should be so more than just that.

oh and on the comment jenny made about not having a clue on your wedding night - if the person you marry truly loves you and isn't a virgin (and i hope they truly love you, cuz otherwise what's the point of getting married) then they'll be understanding and guide you through. that's another thing - if both partners aren't enjoying it, then you probably shouldn't be engaing in it.

end or rant.

On : 2/27/2004 5:49:03 PM prettydoc (www) said:

Plus, if you're both virgins, it will be the best sex you've ever had!

On : 2/27/2004 6:15:47 PM diego (www) said:

haha. uh yeah i guess

On : 2/27/2004 6:39:09 PM gp (www) said:

commuter longue orgy...

On : 2/27/2004 8:03:13 PM prettydoc (www) said:

Ya know gp, Will was telling us about the orgies at your school. Sounds like a roaring good time in Boulder.

On : 2/29/2004 10:06:14 PM Jenny (www) said:

*shivers in disgust* ewww! well i liked the comment about best sex, it is so amazingly true

Tonight was the first time I had been to a real mosque in a while. The one I usually go to is not a really a mosque; it's an Islamic center. The biggest difference is that women don't have to wear scarves, and men and women are not separated. Of course, tonight I was at a real mosque so I had to abide by the real traditions. This required trying on lots of clothes until I found the one that was most conservative, meaning it had to signify that I don't care about clothes. Second, I had to find a good scarf. I picked the wrong one; it was so light that it kept slipping off my hair all night. When we got there I met up with a friend and her sister-in-law (who's younger than me! She's her bro's wife), and a friend from high school who I hadn't seen in a while. We were the only Iranians there; this mosque is meant for Pakistanis. We came because for a few nights they are having services in English, and the speaker was very good. He was quite knowledgable and lectured on some Islamic history. Great stuff, I really learned a lot. The only thing was that since it's a school night, it takes up time to drive there and wait for it to start. I might go again tomorrow, but we'll have to see.


On : 2/26/2004 2:28:13 PM prizonerofscience (www) said:

trying on and buying lots of clothes is 1 good way 2 show that u dont care about ur appearance! who wants 2 practice religion 4 real when u could just make it look like u do! appearances is everything, just like n science!

On : 2/26/2004 6:40:35 PM sara (www) said:

was it for muhhram? our masjed caters to shia's (alhamdulillah) b/c once I went w/ a lebanese friend & wow did i feel funny.
ya hossein

On : 2/26/2004 7:25:59 PM prettydoc (www) said:

Yeah, it was. I also sometimes feel uncomfortable at sunni services.

Test went well, I'm glad to say. I love Diels-Alder Reactions! I'm so surprised that I took the test and actually knew what to do. Hopefully, it will turn out well, and I'll get a good grade. I found out I missed something funny while I was studying yesterday (curses!) and something surprising happened today (shockers!). Emotions abound. Had another dream, but it was very neutral. It was one of those dreams that just mirrors what you do everyday, like sitting in class. Nothing special. I'm glad, cuz I can't deal with all the drama in my unconscious. Reality's tough enough as it is. I got another paper that was due next week moved to after Spring Break! Yea! So next week I just have 2 tests. Woohoo!



On : 2/25/2004 4:23:51 PM prettyface (www) said:

so pretty

On : 2/25/2004 8:54:18 PM prettydoc (www) said:

You thief! You're doing it again. Stop stealing my sister's screen names! She had to change it b/c of you and now you're doing it again. Stop it!

On : 2/25/2004 9:19:10 PM prizonerofscience (www) said:

i didnt do it!! there are someone impostering the imposter! multiple imposters who r u?

On : 2/25/2004 9:20:59 PM Jenny (www) said:

Not me! Promise!

On : 2/25/2004 9:23:36 PM prettydoc (www) said:

Seriously, who r u? What the heck is goin on?

On : 2/25/2004 9:30:13 PM gp (www) said:

haha. prizonerofscience. this is almost as entertaining as the posts themselves. ;)

On : 2/25/2004 9:55:03 PM prettydoc (www) said:

As long as I'm still beating him...

On : 2/26/2004 2:19:39 PM prizonerofscience (www) said:

what leads u 2 affiliate the prizonerofscience with male gender?!

All right! I showed up to TA today and she said I could go home since she already had a TA there. Yes! I went to my youngest sister's school to pick up the house key and my other sister's school to leave a note saying I would pick her up. I finally got home in time to catch the last 5 min. of Passions and get to studying for the big O Chem test tomorrow. Even though our class is one hour long, his tests are two hours long. He takes advantage of the fact that it's an 8am class by knowing for a fact that we don't have anything scheduled at 7 am. So that's when our tests are: from 7am-9am, even though the class is from 8-9. If that's not insanity, I don't know what is. This one guy I know came up today and told me that he had a dream that I cured cancer. That does it. Now I have to be a doctor; the Fates have dealt it. OK, I'm gonna do a separate rant to blow off steam, so if it doesn't make sense don't worry about it.
RANT STARTS NOW: Why do you always have to be so judgemental? Why can't you just stop being such a jerk? Why can't you just frickin' get out of my head so I can concentrate? Why are you so manipulative? And why the hell do I see your face when I read about Heathcliff??? END OF RANT. Much better. I'm slowly replacing this person's face with Johnny Depp's. He'd be a perfect Heathcliff. He won the Screen Actor's Guild award for Best Actor in Pirates. He's great. OK, everybody make sure to watch Whoopi and Happy Family tonight so that I have somebody to talk about tomorrow to take my mind off the test. That's your homework assignment tonight.



On : 2/24/2004 7:07:18 PM Jenny (www) said:

hmmm, i believe ASSHOLE says it best. but yes judgemental people are nothing more than a waste of time, especially when you know they could never turn their judgements inward for fear of what they might find. People that get stuck in your head are even more irritating! Especially when you know they are the last person you would every want to associate with that thought. Ok have fun and good luck on your O Chem test!

On : 2/24/2004 7:17:44 PM Tiffany (www) said:

The only thing I can think of is...try not to think too much! Sometimes we tend to analyze things to a point of exhaustion, and it's not really worth it. We tire ourselves needlessly, especially if our strengths need to be used for studying for horrible O Chem tests. Take care of yourself, dearest, and know that Maryam is more important than that jerk, so he's not worth the space your mind is giving him.

On : 2/24/2004 7:54:48 PM prettyface (www) said:

I love you girls!

On : 2/24/2004 7:55:06 PM prettydoc (www) said:

Oh, that was me above.

On : 2/24/2004 9:59:40 PM Jenny (www) said:

yeah i totally agree with Tiffany. He definitely isnt worth any time at all if he is causing you problems girl! oh and i forgot to mention.... Johnny Depp, nice taste!

On : 2/25/2004 1:12:45 PM prizonerofscience (www) said:

YEAH!!!!

I got an email from my boss for TA saying that she needs me to come in tomorrow. I was planning on not going so that I could study for the Chem test. She doesn't think anybody else will come. I don't know if I should blow it off or come in. Ah, complicated! In other news, yesterday I went to the memorial for the boy who died on Tuesday. It was very sad and intense. His friends all came and shared their memories. His bro who was driving the car also said a few words. It is such a tragedy. I'm sort of afraid to drive because of it, but I'm just trying to be extra careful. Everybody be careful out there. We live in a scary world.



On : 2/23/2004 8:09:34 PM will (www) said:

The world is not scary. You are just afraid of it. It is your fault for living a life of fear. :P

On : 2/23/2004 9:04:12 PM prettyface (www) said:

Shut up, Will.

On : 2/23/2004 10:43:33 PM Jenny (www) said:

A life with fear makes us cautious and careful. Recklessness will give you more problems in the long run!

On : 2/24/2004 12:07:08 AM will (www) said:

A life of fear is no life at all.

On : 2/24/2004 7:08:12 PM Jenny (www) said:

And a life without fear is exceptionally short.

On : 2/24/2004 7:56:05 PM prettydoc (www) said:

Well said! Don't ever tell anyone who knows somebody who died in a car crash to not be cautious.

"That girl was a one-time teenage drama queen, now she's a somebody!" I just saw Confessions of a Teenage Drama Queen. I LOVE movies where there is singing and/or dancing. This had both. Tween movies are so much fun. It's great to just forget about everything for a while and just have fun. They even talked about Wuthering Heights in the movie! "This is just like Heathcliff running through the moors." I finished my WH reading assignment and wrote my paper about why Catherine should have married Heathcliff. I like this book now; I'm getting to the juicy stuff. I'm up to Ch.3 of Book 2. Now that this English stuff is out of the way I can concentrate on O Chem. Last night I dreamt about this guy I know. It was kind of a racy dream. It's so weird to have dreams like that about people that you know would never act that way with you. Who knows what's in my unconscious?



On : 2/21/2004 8:54:46 PM prettyface (www) said:

Hey this is pretty face, her sister! I know who she dreamt about!!! I'll never tell...any of u. I also saw confessions of a teenage drama queen and i really liked it! I hope that box of chocolates went 2 ur hips prizonerofscience!!!! ok,i love u bye bye!-anamaniacs-luv that show

On : 2/21/2004 10:24:01 PM prizonerofscience (www) said:

Hey prettyface thx 4 caring they did go 2 my hips i need 2 go 4 sum excersizes!!

On : 2/21/2004 10:45:26 PM Jenny (www) said:

Hmm, I know the feeling of confusion after such unusual dreams about people i know. It is so wrong especially when you arent sure about the person as it is! Ah, C'est la vie! had such a dream myself last night and am almost scurred to fall asleep in case of repetion!

On : 2/22/2004 9:52:07 PM prettyface (www) said:

hello~
how r u enjoying your apples applebottom? or may i say prizonerofscience? or may i say prettydoc? Im wondering who u r! The bad thing is that i dont know many people that know my sister...

This weekend is very much focused on getting caught up in Organic Chemistry. The big test is Wednesday, meaning I have 5 days to get smart. Of course, I have an English commentary over Wuthering Heights due that same day, so I have to keep with reading that. My assignment is to read 100 pages over the weekend, which would be a piece of cake if O Chem wasn't on my mind. 80 pages to go...


On : 2/20/2004 9:32:29 PM diego (www) said:

ah the delicate balance of priorities. isn't it fun trying to guess which h/w is more important.

On : 2/21/2004 6:44:57 AM persianguy (www) said:

ochem, f-ck english

OK, just finished reading the first 7 chapters of Wuthering Heights. I have no idea what this book is talking about. There's a bunch of quotes, but you're not told who says them. And I know that everybody is related to everybody else, but how are they related? Who are these people? Is it bad that everytime I read "Heathcliff" I think of the orange cat?


On : 2/20/2004 8:08:24 PM sara (www) said:

You love English right? You'll enjoy Wurthering Heights once you get Organic off the brain! You should be able to pick out the speaker by the style of language in the quote. I love that book, & Pride & Prejudice, every girl should read them.

On : 2/20/2004 10:35:53 PM prettydoc (www) said:

P&P rox, both the book and movie. Colin Firth's Mr. Darcy is every girl's dream!!

I feel so overwhelmed with school work. Today I spent 4 hours pouring over IR and NMR spectra trying to identify my unknown. I solved my solid unknown in an hour, but I still haven't IDed my liquid. I think it's CCCCCOOH, but it doesn't match the spectra. My molecular weight is too large, and I have too many hydrogens. This is so frustrating! What the hell is this goddam compound!! This stupid lab is due tomorrow, and I have to work all morning. AAAAAAAAHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!



On : 2/19/2004 12:48:04 AM prizonerofscience (www) said:

i ate five boxes of girlscout cookies today i think i'm going to be fat




On : 2/19/2004 8:14:24 PM diego (www) said:

wtf?

aaaaaaaaaaanyways...good luck w/your h/w, I know exactly how you feel. I spent hours on my last couple h/w assignments and couldn't finish them.

On : 2/19/2004 9:44:39 PM prettyface (www) said:

hi! im prettyface, the mini prettydoc! her sister!prizonerofscience!!! u copied my applebottoms,prizonerofscience,and prettydoc thing!!!
good bye!

On : 2/19/2004 10:04:44 PM diego (www) said:

this is confusing.

On : 2/19/2004 10:06:05 PM Jenny (www) said:

I'm with diego, i cant folow any of that nonsense!

On : 2/19/2004 11:21:38 PM prettydoc (www) said:

Basically, prizonerofscience is a poser. prettyface really is my sister. prizonerofscience had been posing as my sister before, but now he is his own character.

On : 2/25/2004 4:24:50 PM prizonerofscience (www) said:

how rude of u!

Someone I know died today. He was in 8th grade and his brother was in 11th. His brother was driving him to school this morning at 80 mph when he lost control and hit a large cable box on the passenger side. The younger brother died on impact and the older one is in the hospital. I've known these boys since I was in 7th grade, about the same age as this boy when he died and the same age as my sister who went to school with him. Each of my sisters goes to school with each of these brothers, actually. They're Persians, which is significant in the fact that it means that I would see them much more than if they were casual acquaintances at my sister's schools. It adds a new dimension to the tragedy. I can think of so many stories about them, and I keep seeing the little one's face as he grew older these past 7 years, yet retained his innocence. I know his brother will feel guilty the rest of his life for what happened. May God bless him and his family in this sad time.

On : 2/17/2004 9:52:50 PM diego (www) said:

that's so sad...i'll be sure to slow down tomorrow morning on the drive to school. there's no reason to lose a life over something you think is cool like going way over the limit.

So I took my English test where we're given 6 excerpts from texts we've read and have to write about 4 of them in one hour. I wrote about William Blake's The Chimney Sweeper from Songs of Innocence, Mary Wollstonecraft's Vindication of the Rights of Women, John Keats's Ode to a Nightingale, and William Blake's The Marriage of Heaven and Hell. They're all great reads; I love Romanticism. We're moving on now to Victorianism. It's my other specialty, but my heart really is rooted in Romanticism, both generations of it. If you want social commentary, go to the first generation, but if you want escapism, go to the second generation. Second generation Romantics were often intrigued by the Middle East, seeing it as exotic a la Arabian Nights. There was even a poem modeled after that story, Thomas Moore's Lalla Rookh. Of course, we never read about that part of Romanticism in my course. It's very Euro-centric. My school says that they have a course on Persian poetry, but they won't give me a course name/number for it. Sounds a little fishy to me.

On : 2/17/2004 11:22:33 PM persianguy (www) said:

oh god, english is so damn subjective.

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!!!! You didn't know, you didn't know, you thought you were so smart, but you didn't know! HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!!!!

I went to a luncheon today. It was thrown by this woman whose husband just back from his pilgrimage to Mecca. Therefore, there was a lot of primping being done at my house. It's so funny how us girls run around like chickens with our heads cut off while my dad just puts on a suit and watches CNN. I had rollers in my hair, while blowdrying and putting on makeup at the same time. Plus I was taking off and putting on so many clothes carefully so as not to upset the rollers. In our culture, appearance is everything. A family is often judged by the beauty of its daughters. That's why when I arrived at the luncheon, I was not surprised to see that the college-age girls (who all go to community college for what it's worth, btw) had nose jobs recently done. It seems that everytime I go to one of these things somebody's had something done. People who say hi to me will often examine my face to see if there's been a change and look relieved that I'm the same person. I've never changed my hair or my face. The only alterations I've ever made to my appearance is color contacts (they're very natural and tasteful, most people don't even notice) and makeup (also pretty low-key). My hair is the same color it was 20 years ago in 2 weeks, the night I was born in Bristol. The only primping I do is curling/blowdrying my hair, setting my clothes and accessories, and doing my own makeup. I'm a simple girl with simple tastes.

I saw the Princess Diaries tonight on TV. It's such a nice movie. I sort of identify with it on a special level, considering I found out that I'm a princess a year after I saw it for the first time in theaters. Anne Hathaway is even the actress I look the most like. I admit that I was a little surprised when I found out, but at least I knew that I didn't have the kind of responsibilities that Princess Mia has in the film. I guess that's the perk of being a princess of a fallen dynasty: you get the title, but you don't do anything with it. Although having the title does sometimes make me think I should be a better role model and live up to the expectations and legacy of my ancestors. Of course, if I was the princess I was meant to be, I would probably live in a harem like this one and I'd definitely have at least 5 kids by now. It's a trade-off, but my heritage does make me want to learn as much as I can about my family's past. It's one of the biggest motivators I've ever had.

On : 2/15/2004 7:09:14 PM diego (www) said:

whoa...a princess eh? that's kickass! i'm part french....haha, that just doesn't sound as cool as if i said i was an heir of Louis XIII right?

On : 2/15/2004 9:19:44 PM prettydoc (www) said:

Yeah, I'm from the same dynasty as the one in the book. What's weird is that she was born exactly 100 years before I was (1884), and she kept a journal which is now read by the world. Spooky, isn't it?

Today was the first snowfall of winter. Those of you up north may be rolling your eyes, but it's a big deal in Dallas. Instead of a white Christmas, we got a white Valentine's Day. I think it's actually more romantic when the weather is this way. I went for a long walk outside and just marveled at the white trees. It looked like something out of Dr. Zhivago or, as my mom said, a "carte postale." It really was beautiful. I've been reading a lot of Romantic poetry lately centering on nature (my test is Monday), so I felt particularly inspired. I went to Sam Moon for the first time. It was packed. My favorite bags were the ones with celebrities on them. I really like the Audrey Hepburn Roman Holiday, Beatles performing, Friends cast in the picture frame, and the Elle magazine cover. The lead article was "Do gentlemen really prefer blondes (and fake tans and long nails)?" It was totally awesome and speaks volumes to me. My sisters and dad picked up Krispy Kreme, so I'm enjoying that with some hot tea and cocoa. Happy Valentine's Day, everyone!


On : 2/14/2004 5:30:50 PM prizonerofscience (www) said:

snow is fun, but not when u live here in illinois where u have 2 scrape the snow off ur driveway just 2 go leave the house! 1 more thing u shoul have not eat krispey kreme they is bad 4 u will lead 2 calculus on ur arterial tracks and lots of lipids stored in ur body but i guess ur probably knew this already if u know 1 thing about science or 2

On : 2/14/2004 5:33:25 PM prizonerofscience (www) said:

OH I AMOST FORGOT!!

On : 2/14/2004 5:44:34 PM prettydoc (www) said:

AAAAAHHHH!!!!!!

On : 2/14/2004 7:27:25 PM prizonerofscience (www) said:

i still can't believe u haven't figured us out yet maryam!

POS ^_^
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I've become so numb I can't feel you there - Linkin Park

On : 2/14/2004 10:14:12 PM prettydoc (www) said:

us? I'm so confused! Give me a hint.

On : 2/15/2004 7:13:00 PM diego (www) said:

i've been in sam moon a grand total of 3 times. twice in their harry hines locale and once in the stonebriar one. omfg, i wanted to slit my wrists....there is waaaaaay to much estrogren flowing around that place. all handbags and charm bracelets and frou frou stuff ....my dad, bro and I lasted about 5 minutes before we literally ran out of there.

On : 2/15/2004 9:20:47 PM prettydoc (www) said:

Hell, I wanted to run out of there after 10 min myself. Keep in mind that I'm the only girl in my family without pierced ears: that says so much.

OK, I'm really getting in a pissy mood. I don't particularly like myself when I get like this, but oh well. My grades, relationships, and social issues are sort of coming apart in my mind. I'm beginning to blame the holidays. There's nothing like Valentine's Day to make you feel pathetic. But think of it this way: Women outnumber men 4 to 1. Of the 75% of women left 25% are lesbians. Therefore, at least 50% of women are alone this Valentine's Day. I was wondering something else. If Valentine's Day is based on the idea of St. Valentine's Day, do churches have sermons devoted to it or are religious rituals performed?



On : 2/13/2004 7:06:42 PM Tiffany (www) said:

It's okay, girl! You should move to Alaska, where the men outnumber the women 10:1. Those are some nice odds.

Here's the way I'd like to think about this holiday (or otherwise I'll get really depressed). This is a mass publicized chance for me to express my feelings to those I already love. Granted there is no man on the sidelines, caring family and friends are beside me. I know you have that much.

Take care!

On : 2/13/2004 7:53:29 PM prettydoc (www) said:

You're absolutely right, Tiffany. My mom always said that I'm her valentine, and that's good enough for me. Curse those Hugh Grant movies and the notions they place into my young, impressionable mind.

On : 2/13/2004 10:52:58 PM diego (www) said:

whoa, how'd you infer that 25% of women are lesbians? just curious as to where you pulled that stat out of?

On : 2/14/2004 1:24:14 AM Jenny (www) said:

Well it could be worse. You could be with a guy who does nothing but make your life miserable. I think i would rather be lonely and single than taken and unhappy.

On : 2/14/2004 4:24:04 AM hiphophippie (www) said:

Why would Valentine's day make you feel pathetic? The day is pathetic alone. Nothing more than commercial crap. Just ignore it.

On : 2/14/2004 5:20:44 PM prizonerofscience (www) said:

hi 2 u, i waz out of town but now i am back yay! now there is time 4 us 2 chat with u about science. u truly r a prizonerofscience, that is why u r alone on this day of valentines.

I found out that I know somebody who apparently nobody else likes. I heard a couple stories about him today, and I kind of understand why. I had always thought of him as someone in the shadows, but there are some very passionate feelings against him. Pretty interesting stuff...



On : 2/13/2004 2:35:40 PM will (www) said:

You were just bitten by the popularity of blogging. You made a post that you could not make out of fear of someone reading it.
You should either avoid making such posts in the furutre or ... no holds barred, come out with it. Vaguries am not fun.

On : 2/13/2004 6:41:55 PM prettydoc (www) said:

It's my blog, and I can say whatever the hell I want. You're just afraid that I'm talking about you again, and it kills you that you don't know. This post was not out of being bitten by anything. I'm made posts like that in the past and I'm over them. I was being courteous by not naming anybody. If you want to know who it is you could always just ask me.

On : 2/13/2004 8:46:05 PM persianguy (www) said:

lol ...faysha

On : 2/14/2004 1:25:49 AM Jenny (www) said:

lol Will does get rather defensive when he feels he's being attacked...

On : 2/14/2004 5:32:33 AM will (www) said:

haha.

On : 2/14/2004 7:35:12 AM will (www) said:

I wasnt aware I was under attack. I dont think thats possible.

On : 2/14/2004 2:54:24 PM prettydoc (www) said:

Oh, please. You're totally threatened by Eric and possibly even Brian. Persianguy, I haven't heard from you in a while. Welcome back.

I went to the 9am Psych class so that I could get out of class at 1 instead of 3 today. He ended class at 9:30 so I had breakfast in the lounge and chatted. Then those people left and a couple more people came in and I chatted. Then I headed off to play pool and I wasn't particularly good at it. I'd never heard of "cutthroat" style before; it made me think of pirates. I usually just take turns hitting the ball until the black one goes in to end the game. None of this "you're in or out" business. So, disappointed in my ability, I returned to the safe haven of the lounge, which was packed. It was weird, cuz when I left it was empty. So I hung in there and had a really nice time. I even saw some people I hadn't seen since last term b/c of scheduling conflicts. Then I headed off to class to talk about "Ode on a Grecian Urn." OK, this is the 6th time I've studied this poem; the last time I did was 2 wks ago in another English class. Can we please read something new? I'm always shocked when there are people in the class who haven't read it before (although there was no more than 3, mind you). How could you have avoided reading this poem? It's always thrown in my face. So I picked up Baker Bros. Texas Cobb salad on my way home. I swear, they have the only salads that will fill me up cuz they're just so freakin huge! No wonder they were voted Best Big Salad by the Dallas Observer.


On : 2/13/2004 3:43:30 PM Ben Lake (www) said:

Um, you know who you played pool with so say it. Besides, I asked Diego to play pool and you wanted to come along, so we graciously played a game that would involve all of us as you made it an odd count and taking turns back and forth doesn't work with three. So quite your whining.

On : 2/13/2004 6:39:12 PM prettydoc (www) said:

I'm not whining. It was just new to me. Don't take it so personally. I'm thankful that I played with you b/c I learned something new. Everything's a learning experience. I'm not complaining about anything.

Wow, the readership of our little blog circle is growing. Who'd a thunk it. Today was a boring day a work with a lot of downtime. My coworker didn't show up for work (I think she overslept), but it didn't really affect me since I was working with a different doctor. All I had to do in lab today was pick up a couple spectra for my unknowns. I have to identify them by Thursday. We aren't given a list to pick from, just the Aldrich catalog, which lists all chemical compounds on the planet. Thanks a lot. I have a lot of free time tomorrow, so I'm hoping to play some pool. I haven't played in, like, a year. I may be rusty, but I'm willing to give it a shot.

Remember that Cell Bio test I thought I aced? Well, I got a 70. Couldn't be farther from acing. The weather totally blew this morning so I got to O Chem 20 min late. I found out that my 10 and 11 am classes are canceled on Friday. That means I'll be free from 9-12 that day. Maybe I can use that time to play pool with Diego. I might even get Krispy Kreme for the lounge. Key word: might. When I was in my Brit Authors 2 class, Prof Newman wrote "cockney" on the board and said that it reminded her of the Beatles, although it was used incorrectly b/c they were from Liverpool not London. Then Prof Bozorth suggested that Davy Jones of the Monkees would be a better example of cockney. I fought the urge to jump up in the middle of class and say, "Davy Jones is from Manchester, not London! A better example of cockney is Eliza Dolittle (Audrey Hepburn) in My Fair Lady." I knew if I did, not only would I sound like a smartass, but I'd have to explain that I'm from Bristol, etc. Then they would ask why I don't have an accent and by the time I finished explaining my life story, class would be over. Bozorth was very proud of his connection, but Newman said, "If you don't know who the Monkees are, don't worry. You're not missing anything." It was like she stomped on my heart! I love The Monkees, especially Davy Jones. I've been a huge fan ever since I was 13. I know that sounds a little unbelievable coming from a 20 year old, but it's true. Then I hung out in the lounge, where I had a blast. It was a lot better than Monday, thanks to Diego shushing the nonstop talking guy. Then I went to Developmental Psych and learned about Sexual Maturation. I know, too much info. Well, I had to pick up my sister from school today b/c my mom had to go to this thing all afternoon. So I braved the crappy rain all the way to Plano, picked her up, and when I got home I realized that neither of us have a key. So I waited for the bus to drop off my other sister, and she didn't have a key either. So we stayed in the car in the driveway for 3 hrs doing homework. Well, they did homework, I slept after beating myself up about what an idiot I am. Then when my mom got home and finally let us in from the cold, she gave me a talking to. I admit that I deserved it, but I had already beaten myself up enough. I do to myself what no one could ever do to me. Luckily, my mom had already made her world-famous lasagne that morning (best white sauce ever!), so we enjoyed that while watching Smallville. After that, we watched The OC (first new episode in 3 weeks). The best part was when Seth was introducing Summer to the wonderful world of comic books. In case you didn't know, comic books are another passion of mine, esp. DC. Well, he said all comic enthusiasts must read "The Dark Knight Returns, Watchmen, and The Sandman." OK, I have the Dark Knight Returns, and Watchmen and Sandman (Midsummer Night's Dream one) have been on my wish list since July. Then Seth, Anna, and Summer were watching Batman: The Animated Series and the episode they were watching was "Girl's Night Out," the one where Batgirl and Supergirl team up cuz Batman and Superman are out of town or something. Get this: I have that episode on tape! Can you believe this? It's like this show has been following me around on my odyssey to become a comic book afficionado and chronicled it's rise just for me. How cool is that?! Next thing you know, they're gonna watch Justice League and Lois and Clark. I can't believe I got to revel in 2 of my greatest passions in one day! If only it didn't have to be on the same day as 2 of my greatest downers.

On : 2/12/2004 7:36:11 PM diego (www) said:

I'm game for pool. Ben probably is too, since he asks me to play almost every single day, hehe.

On : 2/12/2004 9:08:34 PM sara (www) said:

too bad about your cell bio test. I'm planning to take a cellular physiology class next fall, I hope it isn't at all like cell bio. Another famous cockney accent is Michael Cane, I think he grew up on the East End. How long did you live in Bristol? I'm from Kensington! When did you move to the US? I've lived here nearly 10 years, & I only have my accent if we go over there to visit for a while, or if I'm really sleepy. Yeah MTV! (that's how I learned my "American" accent)

On : 2/12/2004 11:43:19 PM prettydoc (www) said:

I lived in Bristol for 6 months, then lived in Iran for another 6 months, then moved to Dallas, TX. I don't have an English accent; mines more a product of my parent's accents, TX drawl, and learning English from Sesame Street. I agree, Michael Caine is a fine example of cockney.

OK, so now I have an imposter on my hands. That's just great. I hope it's not the suspicious guy I mentioned yesterday. The last thing I need is getting him involved in this. I was with the nice doctor this morning (yea!) and finished work in a timely manner. When I got to the school the Airline Garage was full (as usual), so for the first time ever, I parked in the Commuter Lot. I drive my coworker to school too after work (she's a senior at SMU) and when I drove up to the lot I said, "Oh look, there's Will bike." So she asked, "Who's Will?" and I said, "Oh, nobody. You don't want to know him." She was perfectly content with my answer. :p

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On : 2/10/2004 7:44:57 PM diego (www) said:

ouch...poor will.

On : 2/11/2004 3:07:45 PM prizonerofscience (www) said:

laws of sciences says bikes r good 4 the planet erth.

On : 2/11/2004 10:58:44 PM prettydoc (www) said:

STOP THIEF!!

On : 2/11/2004 11:23:48 PM prettydoc (www) said:

POS, that proves you know nothing. Will's bike is a motorcycle, therefore not good for the environment. So shove it! I'm gonna dislike you until you stop being such a thief.

On : 2/12/2004 1:42:08 AM will (www) said:

my emissions pale in comparison to a car. I would say i am very eco-friendly. When i drive little bunnies come out to play, celebrating my green mobile. :P

Hooray for bunnies.

OK, there's this one guy that I know, and I think he is up to something. He's being very sneaky, and I'm finding evidence of duplicitous behavior on his part at every turn. I feel like I should be yelling at him, but I don't know why just yet. This isn't the first time, and I wouldn't be surprised if it's true. Time will tell if my female intuition is right...


On : 2/9/2004 10:15:49 PM Ben Lake (www) said:

Well at least I know I'm not "this guy", by no means am I sneaky. Hah.

On : 2/9/2004 10:30:46 PM prettydoc (www) said:

No, it's not you. You can rest easy.

On : 2/10/2004 5:46:50 PM prizonerofscience (www) said:

sometimes i have more 2 say but u don't listen 2 these words. 4 this u will become PRIZONER OF SCIENCE, doomed 2 die lonely or afraid. which 1 of these can be true? this must be determined by SCIENCE.

On : 2/10/2004 5:47:22 PM applebottoms (www) said:

sometimes i have more 2 say but u don't listen 2 these words. 4 this u will become PRIZONER OF SCIENCE, doomed 2 die lonely or afraid. which 1 of these can be true? this must be determined by SCIENCE.

On : 2/10/2004 5:47:29 PM prettydoc (www) said:

sometimes i have more 2 say but u don't listen 2 these words. 4 this u will become PRIZONER OF SCIENCE, doomed 2 die lonely or afraid. which 1 of these can be true? this must be determined by SCIENCE.

On : 2/10/2004 6:28:10 PM gp (www) said:

hahaha we are all prizoners of science! your sister is a poet. if she did away with all the number substitutions, id consider her for a nobel peace prize.

On : 2/10/2004 6:36:03 PM prettydoc (www) said:

Can you believe that all this is coming from a 13 year old! I have trained her well.

On : 2/10/2004 6:40:36 PM prettydoc (www) said:

OK, this is gonna sound weird, but my sister says that she didn't post those. Therefore there is an imposter amongst us. Now that's just low! Show yourself at once.

On : 2/11/2004 3:04:34 PM prettydoc (www) said:

u cant impose on science, dunt let them tell u 2 never!

On : 2/11/2004 3:04:49 PM applebottoms (www) said:

u cant impose on science, dunt let them tell u 2 never!

On : 2/11/2004 3:05:03 PM prizonerofscience (www) said:

u cant impose on science, dunt let them tell u 2 never!

OMG, there's this guy in the lounge that will not stop talking. He just goes on and on and on and on and won't stop. Even when everyone tells him that everything he's saying is garbage, he keeps talking. Today, he busted out a mini radio controlled race car. OK, this guy's a college senior. It's a little rediculous to see him get excited about this thing. Oh and I meant mini as in miniature, not mini cooper. It was actually a toy hummer.

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On : 2/9/2004 8:57:22 PM diego (www) said:

i have a mini MINI r/c car...but i don't take it to school.

this guy you speak of needs to

a)grow up
b)learn to embrace silence as a necessary thing in his life. he shouldn't feel the need to fill every minute of his existence with noise. especially random, stupid noise.

On : 2/9/2004 10:36:24 PM prettydoc (www) said:

Tru dat. Preach it, ma brotha!

On : 2/14/2004 1:29:11 AM Jenny (www) said:

such men are the scurge of feminine existance and only serve to make "normal" men look bad. poor dumb fool needs to have the shit kicked out of him once just for being a fool. especially with half the stuff he says.

Wow. I just wasted 3 1/2 hrs of my life watching the Grammys. Worst of all, I could have spent that time studying for my Cell Bio test tomorrow. I have a feeling this will haunt me tomorrow. I think since I did well on his online quiz I lulled myself into a false sense of security. Hopefully tomorrow's test will go well, and I can laugh at my paranoia. Heh...heh...heh

I was just thinking about the various loves and losses we all undergo by the time we're 20. We know we're not going to marry any of the people that we like, but they nevertheless consume our thoughts. When I like a guy, he's often all I can think about. He becomes the focus of all my energy, thereby making my other relationships and responsibilities suffer. I'm currently not crushing on anybody, but I just keep thinking what if someone new does come into my life. Will he wind up taking all my time, energy, and thoughts when I know that he is not doing the same? Will I be sad, will he make me cry and will that be worth the thrill that enters my heart when I catch a glimpse of him?

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On : 2/8/2004 3:34:10 PM prettydoc (www) said:

hi i like apples and they r red sometimes and they can be green but i like the green ones b/c the can be sour sometimes. go apples! and GC and PGMG and SP!!!!but u suck 2 AL!!!! that is all thank u 4 reading! oh did i 4get 2 mention that i say random things. Do we have a problem? Prizoner of science. SCIENCE!

On : 2/8/2004 3:34:32 PM applebottoms (www) said:

hi i like apples and they r red sometimes and they can be green but i like the green ones b/c the can be sour sometimes. go apples! and GC and PGMG and SP!!!!but u suck 2 AL!!!! that is all thank u 4 reading! oh did i 4get 2 mention that i say random things. Do we have a problem? Prizoner of science. SCIENCE!

On : 2/8/2004 3:34:50 PM prizonerofscience (www) said:

hi i like apples and they r red sometimes and they can be green but i like the green ones b/c the can be sour sometimes. go apples! and GC and PGMG and SP!!!!but u suck 2 AL!!!! that is all thank u 4 reading! oh did i 4get 2 mention that i say random things. Do we have a problem? Prizoner of science. SCIENCE!

On : 2/8/2004 4:12:49 PM diego (www) said:

whoa...so this is what happens when you get into drugs

On : 2/8/2004 5:59:21 PM prettydoc (www) said:

Y'all, I didn't write those first 3 posts; my sis did. Please don't hold our shared genes against me.

On : 2/9/2004 12:03:39 AM gp (www) said:

provocative thinking maryam... and you will. everytime.

On : 2/9/2004 12:04:23 AM gp (www) said:

i like the part about prizoner's of science.. thats deep.

I just got back from threading. I went to a new place this time which charged only $15! I was paying $30 before. Plus this lady was faster and less painful. She was great! It was in an Indian neighborhood so we checked out some of the neighboring stores. We went into this bakery, but had no clue what the cashier was saying. We picked up some coconut macaroons, but we're still not sure how that happened. For some reason there was a pool table in the bakery. Hmm...

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On : 2/7/2004 10:20:36 PM gp (www) said:

what? this is quite possibly the most abstract you've gotten in a post.

On : 2/7/2004 10:27:08 PM diego (www) said:

Forgive my ignorance , but what's threading?

On : 2/7/2004 11:25:29 PM prettydoc (www) said:

It's a form of hair removal in which a piece of thread is passed over the hair. It's like plucking/tweezing but it picks up more hairs at once. It's pretty much only practiced by MidEasterners and Indian Subcontinenters. I go to a salon and have it done on my face and eyebrows; it's just been hard finding a salon that will do it and they're mostly in Indian areas.

On : 2/8/2004 1:33:15 PM gp (www) said:

most middle easterns i know burn their hair off or get it waxed.

I just finished reading "Sir Gawain and the Green Knight." It's so much better now than it was when I read it in 10th grade. There's so much intrigue and sexual innuendo. I love it! The masculine stuff (fighting, gutting animals) is just as boring as it ever was, but overall I liked it. I then read some Coleridge. I can't stand him, no wonder Wordsworth stopped being friends with him. Wordsworth is so much better; he's a total genius and obviously the brains of the operation. Coleridge was probably someone just to get high with. So that brings me to my current state of studying for Cell Biology. While I do that, I invite you all to check out Diego's blog. It's brand spanking new and I love it already. Since he put my name first and is using Blogger, I'm taking credit for his conversion to blogism before Will and Ben have chance. HaHa! I still want to guess who his crush is; I really like Peanut M&M's.

My Psych test was totally unbelievably easy. It was 50 ?'s MC and I finished in 20 min. I'm glad I'll have aced some test this month. My next test is Cell Biology on Monday. Hopefully, I'll get my act together for that testa and it will be more like Psych than O Chem. It is also 50 ?'s MC, so hopefully that's a good sign.

I've come to the conclusion that I should stop thinking inappropriate thoughts aloud. I just keep saying this stuff in the lounge that is just plain wrong and only the few girls present think is funny. The guys are just freaked out. I think I'm just so normal looking that they don't expect that my sexual innuendo can outdo theirs. Or maybe I'm just plain weird...

Diego's my newest reader, which is totally awesome. His car is such a chick magnet. My car is, well, not. I drive a 2001 Mitsubishi Galant. It's website actually says, "Just because you're married with kids doesn't mean you're too old to have a nice car." That means I'm driving a mom-mobile. Diego's got a Mini Cooper, though, which is so tyte and reminds me of "The Italian Job." I like watching my readership grow. It's an English major's dream to be read. On a sad note, I got a 60 on the above O Chem test. Yuck! I went to all those help sessions, too! I have to find a way to ace this class fast. I know there's a secret to it; I just have to find out what it is. I'm not gonna let it get to me right now, though. I have a Psych test tomorrow, Cell Bio on Monday, and an English paper due Wed. Busy, busy, busy! Oh, and remember, the vagina is a dangerous environment.

I took my first Organic Chemistry test today. Basically I knew 4 out of 6 pages really well, while the other 2 pages I'm shaky on. I really hope I did well. I studied so hard I didn't even post about it on here. Well, tomorrow I turn in my first set of lab reports. It wasn't until a braved the nasty, nasty rain and cold to make it home in one piece that I got on the lab site to see that there was a lab review help session today at 6. I know that's 2 hrs. away but it's so not worth it to spend an hr. going back to campus for this. If I had known about it before I would have planned to stay on campus for it. What happened to announcing these things through email or in lecture? I'm already going to a help session tomorrow at 6pm though. That means I'll miss Friends! Don't worry; I'll set my VCR. Hopefully, I make it back in time for the "corporate reshuffling" on The Apprentice. The Donald rox!

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On : 2/4/2004 9:51:21 PM diego (www) said:

yo mayram..ben pointed me to your blogsite, so I thought I'd take a look around. what was up with the vagina reference you made today...you made all us guys uncomfortable as hell
..haha, oh well i should really start on my h/w...catch ya in the lounge, oh before i forget i was reading some of your archived blogs about the lounge being a hotspot for love and whatnot and I totally agree, seeing how it's hit me..can you guess which of the lounge ladies has gotten my heart?

damn that was a long comment. later.

On : 2/4/2004 9:54:09 PM diego (www) said:

dude, i just noticed i spelled your name bad..i guess i'm dyslexic huh?

On : 2/4/2004 11:14:55 PM will (www) said:

deigo's in love.
First comes love then comes marriage...then comes little diego in the baby carriage.

On : 2/4/2004 11:41:02 PM diego (www) said:

damn will.... i don't think i've been struck *that* hard so i don't think we'll be seeing any lil mexican babies around the lounge anytime soon

On : 2/5/2004 9:59:10 PM prettydoc (www) said:

Diego, let me in on the action. What's goin on, my man? You wanna know something funny? In middle school, my friends used to call me Mayram as a nickname cuz it's my name backwards. That's how they'd address all the notes that they'd pass to me in class. I think it's funny how Will spelled your name wrong. Email me and I'll try to guess which girl you're after.

I rediscovered Electric Light Orchestra's "Mr. Blue Sky." It truly is a masterpiece that was buried under a myriad of mp3 files in my computer. The new message under my blog title is from this song. Now I'm listening to the Harvard Bar scene from Good Will Hunting. I swear it's solid gold. Today is February 1; let the countdown begin until my birthday, February 29. Yes, I'm a leap year baby. This year I'll actually have a birthday; it will be my 5th. That means this is my last month of being a teenager. Starting next month, I will no longer be able to blame my irresponsibilities on being a teen. Ah, youth, why must thee be so fleeting?

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On : 2/1/2004 10:19:29 PM gp (www) said:

haha.. only opie is allowed to use the expression "solid gold".

sogni d'oro.

On : 2/4/2004 11:54:06 AM sara (www) said:

You won't not be a teen, you'll be a toddler.

On : 2/4/2004 3:54:13 PM prettydoc (www) said:

All right!